L3.Theme+for+English+11

The instructor said, Go home and write a page tonight. And let that page come out of you--- Then, it will be true.  To write about my feelings is hard To show everyone my life is a challenge To pour it out on paper like a diary is a breeze This is not a diary though My thoughts will be read by others which make me a nervous wreck Many things have happened in my life Some most won’t understand The girl always with a smile Pulls the mask off as soon as she goes to bed Is it really that hard to be accepted? The only way I have found is to stay positive Keep my head up and make everyone think that I’m strong Those who know me don’t even know me   They don’t know that things that have been through my head Not even my own family has a sense of what goes on   I want to let my guard down to let someone in    How do you do that though? How do you know you can trust everyone? Is everyone the same? Do they all just say what they know you want to hear? Is there someone out there that can help? Maybe that is the theme Everyone is the same I am just the lonely girl on the outside looking in   By myself in my own little world But, how long will it last? Can my future brighter? Or will the future become duller than it is now? I can’t seem to find the answer It will come one day But one day it will be too late.